Argh.

Its exam time again, and I'm duly stressed. There's that same old suffocating feeling that I'm not studying widely enough or hard enough. And feelings of nostalgia and loneliness always creep in as well.

Haiz. I keep trying to count down to exams, make myself feel a little more motivated blah blah blah, and yea, it works. Like can I study harder and longer, but the work never ends. The more I file finished work, the more I keep digging up work in little corners of the room that I have to do. Hmmmm, how how how. And I wanna fence again. But its a Monday today. Moan-day. 

I need to start revising renal tonight. I hate those notes like that Sleep Apnoea shit that's in the grey area. Do you or do you not cover them? And Embryology. 1 set of notes = 3 hours of reading and understand = 1 question in the exams. 

I feel like suddenly doing weird stuff like taking long walks in the middle of the night, just to relieve stress. Hahah maybe that's why I've been going to Jasmin's place so often. 

Need to go over and give her a tummy rub. Hahaha.