In Japan

Yea... the mushroom's in Japan... its cold here.. almost like the Aussie winter. It sucks being away from home so soon after I'm back...

Almost everyone here can't speak english... even the younger generations... took us so much trouble to order dinner... but it was good though... and freaking expensive... and hardly filling. Z man.. Macdonalds almost seemed appealing...

Looks like the activity forcast for tomorrow remains bleak. Unadventurous father going round searching for food the whole day. But too chicken to venture out to try the real Jap stuff.

Being so unconnected to the world leaves me feeling lonely... worse... being surrounded by family 24/7 doesn't help. Why? Cos I value friends more than family? Can't be... missed my family in Aussie... felt lonely and cut off too... hmmm reminds me of something I read on the net... We surround ourselves with those who do not matter to us... and neglect those who really matter the most... Easy to take my parents forgranted... Mummy nags all the time... freaking irritating... But she washes my clothes at night... pays for all my meals without even complaining... spends thousands of dollars on my education without even expecting to be paid back... Yet... any other day I would gladly spend days with friends I hardly know than with my mum... Its the same situation as being on holiday with family... yet feeling lonely and cut off.

Love and appreciate thy parents....

Jasmin... haven't loved a girl this much since I was 19... Don't ever wanna lose her... The way she looks and smiles at me... just makes me wanna stare into her eyes and not say a word... haven't felt so contented for a while... Can't feel this way any other way. hahaha Doing well in exams give you a temporary high... then you can throw the result slip into some little shit hole and it wouldn't matter anymore... but feeling loved... you feel really high when you're happy... and really crap when your're sad... an emotional roller coaster ride! Now thats really living life right...

Funny how I never objected to having relationships... I always thought to myself... the exhilarating high I feel during happy days... and the crappiness during sadder days... The fun times and heartbreaks... thats a life worth living.

On a lighter note! time for poking fun at people. Ah. The fat snoring pig on the bed beside me. MY SISTER. I didn't know girls could snore until I experienced my sister's snoring. Sick man. Sweet and innocent in the day and a snorting monster at night. Ah yes.. almost failed to mention the fact that Jasmin snores too. Back to my sister. Getting fatter again. Haiz. Its a sad world.. when everyone around you gets fat. Like some get fat revolution. Woo Hoo. And leading the revloutionary front.... we have JASMIN TAN!

Miss my Jasmin. =(